3 more days, and i would have been single for a year le. wasnt exactly sure how these 362 days were spent. if memory serves well, i guess almost everyday was spent doing the same things, taking the same bus, listening to the same music, thinking of the same one. Its super routine... And jus like tat 1 day by 1 day.. Tats why i wonder how i actually managed to get thru this whole year. Managed to bluff my way tru everyone, nobody saw tru me, nobody knew the exact kind of demotivated life i led. of coz, on the surface, eddie's just full of smile and neverending exaggerating crap. well, jus how do I put into words. Think about waking up early in the morning on ur way to sch with nothing on your mind for you to smile about. yup, and for 1 whole year. On top of that, i have endless pple who jus don seem to be happy with me. Pple whom i tot were frens yet turned out otherwise. Pple whom i tot i could let my guard down jus becoz we're close frens but i got a stab on the back in the end. Pple whom i would say "Fcuk Off!" now. Some might noe who they are, some might not. Some might still be happily thinking that i'm unaware of that wound on the back. But i can assure you, you're transparent in my eyes.. So that means i know who you are.. If it makes you happy to see me fall, tell me right in the face... Becoz you wont noe when i'm gonna make you pay ten times harder.
