Its been some time since the last post. Everything's pretty fine for me lately. Nothing interesting though. Most of the days were spent in school preparing for bAoc. I'm looking forward to it, so it better a good one this year. Looking for pple to join me in 3 star kayaking course also. A few of my frens backed up last min and i need about 2 more. If i can find 2 more and if nothing goes wrong, the course will start this coming sat. hmmm, i really wanna get my 3 star soon. I've been holding on to the lousy 2 star cert for the past 5 years already. Need something new... I cant help but feel something is lacking this holidays. I know wads lacking. But argh! I hate that feeling. Esp when i'm on my way to sch or home. The same old routine of listening to my ipod, staring into blank space and thinking of everything. So much so, i became so unobservant of things happening around me. Someone get me out of this man. School's ending in another year. How sad. Poly life is short yet exciting. Of coz that's if you found ur clique of frens. They're pretty important tru out the 3 years. Sometimes i would wonder how boring will a person's poly life be without at least a close fren in sch. That would be quite sad and lonely rite? Going lectures and tutorials for the sake of going them. Sch ending would mean army starting. hah, i'm looking forward to it i duno why. Probably the eagerness to excel then... Eagerness to meet those new bunch of army pals who will go tru all the shit with me in the future. Eagerness to grow up. Hah, mixed feelings at this phase of life. happy and sad at the same time. I'm jus curious. Enough, I'm sicked again. Having a seriously bad headache and i wonder why i'm blogging now. Heh, anyway, have a nice day. God bless.
