4th day of sch. And it jus freaking happened. Down with a fever. You must be thinking why again! man... i suppose ever since after baoc i'm starting to feel unwell already. My body system finally malfunctioned today. Skipped IS. Jy must be alone in class later already. PY went KL and I'm sicked. sorry man... Wad's worse is that today is clceric's birthday. So tats why i'm resting more at home so tat later could at least be in the condition to last for a few hours outside. My mum is sicked also. Virus is all around guys. Take care and drink more water pls.
These 4 days of sch reopen were jus like any other days. hah, pple tend to get extremely excited on the 1st day of sch and we duno why. haha. For us its not like we din see each other for a long time during the holi. In fact, we're seeing more. EVERYDAY!!! But somehow, theres this ahhh-sch-finally-started kind of feeling inside. We're left with 2 semesters to stay as a class. Can tell most of us are already starting to have the sourness and the cant-bear-tos. How sad. Treasure and enjoy these 1 year to the fullest.
Recently, had this not long not short debate over the phone with this person lets jus call S. It all started coz of a case of a group of frens leaving out S by not informing S of a mini gathering coz they PRESUMED S was busy. Somehow or rather S found out by accident and became pretty upset about it. The fact is that S was free the whole day. And if they had asked her, she would most prolly had came along. But they filtered her out. If S hadn't treat these pple as a bunch of real frens. S wouldn't have gotten angry. The reason why S was piss was that S value this bunch of pple alot. Of coz it was a disappointment to S. Since the clique is of so much importance, shouldn't S be trying S's best to improve the situation instead of giving the cant-be-bothered attitude? I'm super sure S noes best how much we value S. It was becoz of these little flaws here and there, which we should be covering up the latter instead of leaving them untouched. No one knows S best becoz S dont even noe. But surely there could be room for discovery, I may not noe S much according to S, but given a chance to discover S more, I'm sure i will know S more, than in the past.. Well, i do not wanna go into details of our conversation. I can only say there wasnt a conclusion and my objective wasnt totally achieved. Nevertheless, hopefully that session unknowingly brought something to S's attention or unknowingly explained certain things S wanted to hear but maybe due to stubborness, refused to admit. Mouth hard heart soft. I don noe.
For now, i'm going back to rest. A piece of an advice here pple. The last thing on earth u should do is to assume. Assumptions make you prone to overlooking minor details and thus, making mistakes. A leader should noe best whether to assume or not. And becoz I dont practice what i preach, somehow i'm not a very good leader after all.
